Happy 30th birthday!
How many tears is enough? My dearest Em. Today you would be 30! By now you should be married with children. You and Cam would have gone to several states by now and would have had a few birthdays together. But, unfortunately, we don’t get to choose our life plans even though we believe we can. It’s just a few days short of it being 4 years. I truly don’t know how we have survived. But then again, I’m not sure this is living. By now, any one would have thought that I have no more tears to cry, but they just keep coming. Others who have been where I am now, say that eventually you will learn how to continue with a happy life. But I haven’t figured out how. I know that you and Cam would be so close. He is much like you. He loves being with people and is always having a good time no matter what he is doing. Like you, he loves to see others smile. It has only been 4 short years, but it seems like a lifetime. So much has changed. But
