Happy Birthday

 I have started this blog many, many, times.  I have dreaded this day coming all year.  I have begged for time to stop but it just gets faster.  A mom never dreams of spending their daughter's birthday this way.  I am selfish like every human and I want you here.  But no matter how hard I pray, that will not change.  I can't say I'm not gonna cry tomorrow because I know I will.  My heart breaks everyday for you.

We have a few things planned for your birthday.  Even though you won't be here, your light will be shinning.

Happy Birthday Em.